Accidents

It’s been two months since it happened. I’ve been viewing the world through tinted shades ever since then. I left England three weeks ago. I felt like I was being followed and now here stateside I know that is indeed the case. They may have seen me change. I had to experiment like a teen […]

A Comedy of Errors

I’d always been considered gifted.  Ok, most times odd was the word used. Where most people gave their five-year-old little girls plushy stuffed animals and princessy things, my parents were giving me a Rubik’s cube or 1000 piece puzzles. Some people think my parents were being pushy.    It’s just, well, I like puzzles, and […]

What Should Have Been

I should have died. Months later I still can’t ignore that fact.  Even with everything that’s happened.  I should have died.  I think, for the most part, since my realization was birthed from that thought, that in some ways, it’s- I’m a physicist, not a psychologist.  But..I suppose it’s my security blanket in some way. […]